DarkGothic92

For everyone who doesn't know, I'm one of 10 finalists in a contest to win a new Ford F250.  Please help me by going to https://fordtoughtruck.com/ToughTruckChallenge/index.aspx and voting for me and my business (EJR Property Maintenance & Landscape). It will take less than a minute and it would really help me out a lot. Thanks. Emily

Sometimes I feel like people just don't get me. It seems like the world around me is dull and colorless and not very real at times. I feel numb, too and I don't know why. Why do I make myself bleed and hurt to feel more alive and acceptable.  What have I done to myself? I want to be stronger, but instead I am getting to know how weak I am becoming as I carefully destroy my body. I know this is wrong. I know I'm better than this. Every day is a struggle that no one but me and God understand.  I am healing slowly, with His help. Someday, everything will be alright.

"It's so easy to destroy and condemn the ones you do not understand" - Within Temptation